musings

I'm still thinking about the CPT training, but am wishing it could happen over a series of weekends (preferably in TO) instead of the 4 weeks of living with the others in the training in Chicago. I kind of feel that I have a lot of life experiences that have prepared me, and am wondering whether I have the stamina for a 4-week bootcamp with almost no time to myself.

I've also been investigating various yoga teacher training programs, and have started exploring some well-reputed studios in the city. The increase in the intensity and the frequency of my yoga practice has been amazing for my state of mind (and body too, of course, it is yoga, i.e. "union"!).

And state of mind is kind of shaken at the moment, as I'm wondering about the relationship(s) I have with (in) my family. But yesterday's vinyasa instructor quoted Leonard Cohen, "there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in". I remember a colleague who died last year quoting this to me as well. My heart feels cracked at the moment, but I'm trying to see some light through it. "gros soupir" as Obelix says, and maybe even "énorme soupir".